cant sleep

So I am sure many people cant sleep at night.... I have too much on my mind. Thoughts,emotions,doubts, life... how did it get so crazy? I remember growing up thinking that Life would be more like those Disney movies. My prince rescues me and we live happily ever after. Right?  Granted I married my prince, but life has been far from a fairy tail. I may as well break out the big guns and let you know why I feel like life has let me down, why I cant sleep most nights, why I doubt my faith even sometimes. In December I gave birth to a tiny baby girl - only 19 weeks 5 days pregnant (normal pregnancies are closer to 40 weeks).  Her funeral was January 5,2011. Its been almost 6 months. I hurt like it happened yesterday. People tell me it gets better with time.... so far, not much on my end.