Christmas day, what a beautiful day!! Home with my husband and 2 rowdy boys and was happliy pregnant!! I had some complications and was off work.... and had struggled with that for awhile, but my Lord had taught me sooo much while on medical leave. Like my job is a job, not my idol, and He will take care of us no matter what. We went 10 weeks with no income from me and we had generous help from our church family. I learned my family should come before my job. i learned so much while off work....
I got to visit my sister in law and enjoy my neices and nephews and learned that if i keep my bladder full longer, little lilly would kick like crazy. I would do it on purpse just to feel those precious flutters. I didn't have an easy pregnancy but I did treasure those moments.... At about 7 weeks pregnant the dr called to tell me I would have a miscarriage, I spent an entire weekend crying, and praying and finally when I couldn 't take it anymore I went to the ER and they found her heartbeat and said everything was fine.
So Christmas was nice, simple, quiet, just me and the hubby and my boys. And I was pregnant.... That night after dinner I started to feel weird. Like I was in labor but I was only 19 weeks. weird, so we went to the ER and they took me to OB, there the nurses hooked me up to machines and I was not in labor, just severe cramps. They could not find the babys heartbeat on the doppler, so they brought in an ultrasound machine and paged my dr. They looked for my baby and saw she was little for her age, and had low amniotic fluid, she also had a very very faint heartbeat, almost unseen.... the dr told me the bad news, I cried but kept my faith. My Lord had brought me through this news before. So I left not know what the future held. I prayed and prayed that the Lord would again save my pregnancy. I dont have periods and each of my children are miracles to me.....
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