this amazing man

I have an amazing husband... simply amazing.

We work opposite shifts and even opposite weekends. I see him daily but the quality time is not very much. Between church and work and scouts and our boys we dont get much quality time together. But he took advantage last night....... we were in the ER and my husband made that ER room such an amazing reconnecting spot for us. We talked (and not about dumb stuff) talked about our feelings and everything, from losing Lillian and the effect she had on me, to our jobs and what we should do now.

I loved it. I have an amazing husband he reminded me that he truly doesn't matter and that he wants me to be ok. You know what kind of love that is, to truly let yourself come second, to really put your spouse first. I used to do that, but have been stuck in this pit after losing my baby.

He had such an impact on me. The conversation, the love, the sincere desire for another human being, who you care about more than yourself, genuinely....

We didn't get good news in the ER, but that visit has changed my perspective and how I look at things now, thanks to my wonderful husband.