saying goodbye

I dont like to say good bye, it hurts. You dont know when you will see that person again. Life is crazy..... things happen, you may never see that persona again in this life. I know that is a horrible way to think but it is how I think. So I have family leaving soon. I dont like it, I may not see them for a year or two. It hurts. Especially when you think about all those great memories you have and how often you were able to see them. And how often you will see them from now on. And what great friends your family is. *SIGH*  So I am dealing the best way I can, trying to look at the positive. I have one more vacation spot to go to.

For me it gets personal, especially when this individual has been there for you so much in the last year. Yes I keep whining about the last year. It was a rough year for me. So I am grateful for this person and their friendship and their encouragement. I am grateful to her for all the talks and texts and visits. For letting me be the cool aunt and buy their kids ridiculous items like nail polish for a 3 yr old (and she ruined her skirt with it). I love being cool aunt and spoiling the kids.... I will miss you seester!